365 The Series:GENTLE PEACE
April 7, 2010 by admin · Leave a Comment
GENTLE PEACE
Lord! My tears don’t seem to want to cease from flowing.
Lord! My heart is heavy and ripping.
Lord! My soul grieves with shame.
But who am I oh lord! That you are mindful of me?
Your face I do not seek because I will not see
At least not until I come to meet you
Your voice I do not want to hear, not now because my spirit wails
Agony is an understatement of what I feel
My pain is painful
Or maybe I do not know how to explain
That flashes of how I killed my own child is killing
Forgetful me! Child lock my mind skipped
To his own death he fell. Opening the door while I drove
At the gate of heaven, he’d tell the angel “my momma smashed me down here.”
He forgave forgetful me, like he promised at the altar
He looked me in the eyes and said, “I will be waiting while you forgive yourself”
And just before I become a danger to my very own oh lord!
I ask for your gentle peace like never before.
